29 January 2016

Pesan Abah

Ingatlah wahai anak-anakku!
Aku tak pernah bahagia sebagaimana ketika ibuku masih ada, selepas aku kehilangan ibuku! Apa yang aku kesalkan ialah, aku tak puas berbakti kepadanya. Dia pergi terlalu awal atas kehendak Ilahi. Aku hampir gila dan hilang arah tujuan hidup. Bagiku, ibuku adalah segala-galanya di dunia ini.
Jadi wahai anak-anakku, janganlah sesekali kamu mengabaikan ibumu. Jangan kecilkan hatinya kerana aku bapamu! Aku tahu ibumu adalah ibu yang kuat pengorbanannya, keteguhan semangat membesarkan kamu semua. Jangan sampai satu hari nanti wahai anakku, perasaan yang dasyat yang pernah aku lalui merempuh kamu. Dan yang paling aku bimbangkan, kamu semua tidak sekuat semangat dan ketabahan aku untuk merempuh dan meneruskan kehidupan di depan kamu.
Ingatlah apa yang Abah ceritakan disini untuk membimbing kebahagian kamu wahai anak-anakku sekalian!
Abah
Friday, 5.47 pm, 29.1.2016

24 January 2016

Nak saya peluk?

Kadang-kadang, pelukan tak mengubah apa-apa pun. 

11 January 2016

The Sudden Cursing

A car suddenly cross in front of their car without giving a signal, when they were about to exit a small junction, while 4 of them were chatting after few weeks not meeting each other, and they almost hit the car, and...

Ayam : Seriously!
Sherry : What the fuck!
Keh Soon : Oiii!

After 2 seconds...

Hibiki : Pukimak!

They laughed, ignoring the rudeness, enjoying the moment and continue chatting, when they all happy knowing one of their Japanese friend really picking up their daily life scenario at their hometown.




09 January 2016

Do Lin Ma

I always feel proud whenever people look at my Harry Potter scar on my forehead and I will share with them the story behind it, but it was never the same feeling when I went for a job interview that requires flawless skin and glowing face.

"Oh dear, wait! What is that on your forehead?"
"Urm, a scar...please?"
"I'm so sorry dear. I cannot tolerate this, definitely no scar,"
"I will cover with my fringe and concealer"
"No, dear. I'm so sorry,"

And she softly threw my resume on the floor, and she caught me staring at my resume on the floor. I purposely stared at her, look back to the resume again and went out the door. I never turn back.

I don't mind waiting the queue for few hours, I don't mind for being rejected, but what really broke my heart is, when some people out there still have no sense of paying respect of, no sense of valuing what matters for some people. In this case, of course my name and my personal details on the paper.

Hey, after all,we all earn some respect for the name that our parents gave us even though we don't like it, or even we aware that our names are given without our concern the day we were born, don't we?

04 January 2016

AADC vs AADK

After the misunderstanding about life and marriage, letting go the disappointment and the unnecessary revenge, and compromising certain conflicts and issues, before they start their ritual journey every year together,  she told him sincerely:

"I want to start all over again. Like a new couple starting their new journey, the new chapter of life. More likely like a reunion of ex-boyfriend and ex-girlfriend to a better phase of life, adventurously,"

After 2 days of their most silent and clean ritual, they really went through the phase, without a chase. He said he was really thankful, for her to face the reality with him in full of calm and serendipity. She didn't blush of course, she was ready all the time! She looked at him, with full of nihilist voice, she said :

"Dah sampai tahap macam ni, kalau kau tak kahwin dengan aku jugak aku tak tau lah..."

As expected, he didn't spare any chance to understand the sarcasm, or maybe she didn't get the chance to spare some mutual understanding.


Lelaki datang atas nama cinta
Prinsip lenyap karna cinta
Dibasahi air mani jernih adalah dadanya
Seperti bulbul jinak hinggap di dahan rambutmu
yang berakarkan kulit dan kakimu

Ada apa dengannya?
Meninggalkan urin untuk dikaji
Lalu sekali ini aku melihat sajak nyata
Dari mata seorang seorang anak Felda

Ada apa dengan cinta?
Tapi aku pasti akan disini
Diantara dua sempadan
Untuk membuktikan kembali janjinya
Bukan untuk agensi, bukan untuk polisi
Tapi untukku,
karena aku mahu kamu, itu saja.